I’m afraid I am not up to being brilliant this morning; I hardly slept last night. It was not because of health issues but it triggered one. Is this what I’m really going to write about? Look like it. The basic problem was my digestive system, I spent the night running to the bathroom. It’s my own fault, I ate half a jar of peanut butter out of the jar; that’s the worst thing for me. As I know that and did it anyway perhaps it is because of a mental health issue. The killer was when I woke up around five and realized on my way to the bathroom that I didn’t have my glasses on. I’m pretty much blind without them. When I got back to bed I saw that they were not on my shelf next to my bed where I keep them. The problem is that I see so poorly without my glasses I can’t find them if I can’t feel them.
I felt all over the shelf and they weren’t there. I put on my old glasses that have half the strength of my new ones, that helped a bit but not much. The problem is I never take my glasses off. Where could they be? I checked the bathroom, I sometimes take them off when reading my phone. I checked around the easy chair I sit in. This triggered a panic attack. Is that a term of craft I’m misusing? I didn’t feel like I was having a heart attack, I was so anxious that I started coughing and was nauseated. I finally got enough control of myself to think straight. I figured that my glasses must have fallen under my bed. I had felt around before to no avail but this time I used the flashlight I keep at my bedside and crawled on the floor. I saw a glint of glass. It was my glasses. Whew.
Early on I posted on Facebook that I lost my glasses and was panicking. Beruthiel is away for a few days so she couldn’t help me. I figured if I couldn’t find them in daylight I’d have to see if a sighted friend of mine could come over and find them for me. When I found them I took the post down.
Yesterday’s excitement was doing laundry. That’s not exciting. How about my dinner? I had Philadelphia cheesepork. It’s just like cheesesteak except it’s made with shaved pork instead of beef. The supermarket was out of beef. It tastes great, I am not complaining.
Now going to take a nap. Wouldn’t be shocked if I slept two hours.
Wise Madness 